Feeling like shit, why does it always turn out this way??? Whats fucking wrong with me!!! GOD

Running away by midnight hour. Its a awesome song, been listen to this song almost everyday recently. And the singer is so damn cute and gorgeous =)



Running away to my own wonderland......



Running away- midnight hour

Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright here, there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.I'm running away.

Don't tell me I'm the one to blame.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the pastNo,
I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay

And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stayI,
I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.

I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

Phew, finally one week of school is finally over! To me 1 week is like 1 year sia, serious. Really dont like nyp, dunno whats the reason.Aya anyway the problem is always with me, when can i change for the better?

Anyway after friday lesson end and after buying all the stupid fucking textbooks i went straightaway to rp to meet qilian and rabiatul!!!Man i miss them sooooo much!! Its been a long time since i get to see them, and i have to say rp spag is really awesome!!

After makan the 3 of us went to this so called secret room where we stayed for quite a long time, we have a super long and amazing chat!! IT WAS GREAT! =)

I really miss these people when poly life started. Ah chen, qilian,maymay,lihan,beansprout, rabiatul.Whenever im in nyp, i will always be thinking, what are they doing now? where are they?

Friends is all that keeps me going, love them all =)

Been ages since i last blog woo!!Anyway i had a great weekend last week with Ah Chen.Im so damn in love with her lah heehee!

Sat supposingly going to macritchie who knows when we are in jp walking past golden village ,Ah chen suddenly ask me 'eh wanna go watch fast and furious again??!!' And i was like of course im gotta watch it again!!! So in total i had watch 3 times already within 1 week!!Crazy right haha!

First time is with Ah Chen ,2nd time is with Lihan and beansprout. 3rd time with ah chen again and tommorrow im gg to watch again! The 4th time man! And its with beansprout! Must thank him man haha i know he cant stand my crazyness de =D

And me and Ah chen the 2 noob girls even enter the wrong theatre ! Its was damn damn paisei i swear,and the cinema is showing handsome suite, what a lame show! Lucky the 2 of us never stay inside that theatre sia if not wasted our $10 on that silly show!

Sun is a great day too! Went for suntanning during morning then after that went kbox from 2 to 7! I love singing!!


PS.Oh ya before i forget i wanna thanks Mr beansprout for the 'great' effort he put in helping me photoshop the pic of me and my lao gong paul walker!! =D =D =D

This is my colourful world...
within me and outside, always , No matter what.

Yersterday matchmakeing session is great, i have succeed very well as a matchmaker!

Seeing the 2 of them walking home together really makes me have a sense of satisfication! Well i wish cy can be more automatic next time, act like a real guy lol!!

That makes me think about myself too.Hmmm im still waiting for my real prince to appear.Well althought my actions and character is considered quite man, there is still a little part of me that still remains girly lol! Well i guess its every girl's dream to meet their prince, so do i. =)

Im going overseas with my dear Ah Chen again woo!!!Actually it is not counted as overseas because we are only going to malaysia, never mind lah as long as i can get out of singapore im quite contended already. We are planning to go langkawi to try out scuba diving at first, however we are broke recently after undergoing some kind of transformation haha!!

Yesterday i have a great day with Ah Chen!We never fail to make each others laugh like hell when we are out.We can laugh at the jp chicken to 'siok hong' to 'long long sak sak' to that tatoo girl and alot alot more!! There is never a moment of dullness when she is around, we never fail to end our day with fun and laugher, i feel so fortunate to have her as my great pal and best friend. Never did i meet someone so similar like me.We have the same kind of thinkings, attitude,character,style and dressing sense (oh ya btw 2 of us change alot now lol!!),and we even like the same type of guy!!I guess thats why our friendship never drift apart after graduating from primary school.

I damn love this girl to the point that i think im falling for u ! Lets us be a lesbian couple since people are already started to misunderstand us as lesbian right? =p

Let us celebrate our 10 years of friendship and still counting on........ and let it be a never ending journey =)